Apologies.

Ill be getting half the Genting pics this Saturday. So....yay?

Rah ta ta...ah rah ta ta.


When my internet was down, I so wanted to blog. Now that its up again (once again due to my offhand miraculous touch) I just don't feel like typing out what I wanted to last night.


Emy, are you alright? YOU SHOULDN'T POST A POST LIKE THAT YOU AWFUL GIRL!!! YOU MAKE PEOPLE SCARED AND WORRIED!!!! Or maybe just me, mr paranoia. =p


I'm stirring my steamy hot plastic-cup of Starbucks coffee with those teeny weeny little stirrer things they leave out that no one really knows how to use. I once tried to use it as a straw, which was fun for a while but then I was afraid I would draw condescending glances from the very stylish patrons of Starbucks Bangsar Village so I stopped.

Okay now I forgot what I wanted to talk about. But I'll improvise. I couldn't sleep last night even though I was so tired and I had work this morning. I conjured up so many dreams in my head but all of them couldn't continue playing in my head long enough to whisk me away to sleep. Finally after I exhausted my possibilities I glanced over the the glowing hands of my alarm clock and it was 3am. And I still couldn't force my damn brain to shut down.

So I lay awake thinking of school. I was having this conversation with Carolyn about school life the other day. She was saying she was glad she left for Australia so soon to get away from it all, I didn't really agree with that. I loved school. It was my life, and I loved all the people there from the teachers to the students to the Admin staff. I loved the environment, I loved what Cempaka stood for, and what it projected to the world. If you came from Cempaka people knew something about you. I don't know how to explain it but...its good.

But then I did agree that life after Cempaka was great in its own way. If you look into my archives you would see my struggling to decided between Trinity College and HELP. I am so unbelievably estatic that I chose HELP. First of all, I met wonderful people who would later go on to become wonderful friends.

Of course I would probably say the same thing if I went to Trinity right? I wouldn't have known what I had missed. But I know that if I had gone to Trinity I would be still be acting like I did in school. Some people have this bad impression of private school students, being stuck up, materialistic and snobbish. I was slightly all of that back in school, and so were my friends to a certain degree. I mean there was no end to the bitching and back biting that went on in my life. I took part in those activities too, and I would still be doing that if I had gone to Australia because I would have hung out with the same kind of people as school.

My friends in HELP all moulded me into the person I am now. I have seen every single exponential growth in character, mind and soul so clearly in HELP. I have friends that are grounded, unmaterialistic, and just the right blend of good and bad that every teen needs to surround themselves with to grow into a young adult. I have become so much more mature. So to all my college friends I say thank you. I feel afraid thinking about the immature brat I would have been if I had gone to Trinity.

School made me have fun, while college taught me to have even more fun by being a better person.

P.s. not all my friends from school are like that...Ai Vyn isn't are you Vyn? =p


But I still have some things to say. I might be starting Uni sooner than expected, and I want to just clear up messes that have come my way.

So here are my sorry's. =)


Christine Hia : I'm sorry for calling you what I did. I had no right to, and your nothing like that. I just did it for fun thinking that you would just take it jokingly like you always did (I thought that was your character), but I was wrong, and I must have gone too far this time. So, I'm sorry.

Gregory Tan : I'm sorry for what I did to you too. And I'm sure you know it huh? 34 missed calls was it? While I haven't actually thought about it for over a year, I suppose that I would do it over if I could. But somehow, knowing that you could never forget it has made me just not feel anything about it, and actually I'm quite glad. If I still thought about it like I used to I would never be happy. You were a great friend, and one of my best for my secondary years, so a very big sorry to you.

Seok Mei : I'm sorry I said that I don't respect your decisions. I do, and you know that, and after all, its obvious that everyone should respect your decisions in life because look where it got you. Fantastic results, a great life, and such down-to-earthness =)

Ray Mun : I know your probably wondering why your here =p I'm sorry for snapping back at you that time and turning something not meant to be bad, but rather for my own good, into one big ruckus and blowing it up into something it wasn't just to vent out my frustrations on you. Sorry!!!!!!

Rachel : I'm sorry I told Kah Yang you liked him, maybe then you wouldn't have gone through what you did earlier this month. I knew you didn't deserve him, but you didn't listen, so I'm sorry I didn't pound it into your head =p


As you can see I sort of ran out of things to apologize for after the first two. =p But still, sorry if I did anything to offend or hurt anyone else okay?


My gosh, that sounded so juvenile! *slaps myself*

I left the post half way and when I got back home I was in a good mood thus the quite obvious change in writing style.

Ah rah ta ta!