Random:

My friendship with my ex-female-other-half in college hasn’t been good since the Jan exams ended. Tried patching things up, but, things aren’t going welll... In a way, I guess it was kinda expected when we don’t have a single class together and my classes are all back-to-back. I guess the The Anaconda’s have disbanded, in a way.

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The deeper you delve into a person’s past, the more things you find… and that does not necessarily mean it’s a good thing or make you understand the person better. In fact, to me, it makes the person more of a stranger than ever before.

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ChongKahYang has left me for roasted pigeons and wan tan mee in Hong Kong for five days. *shakes fist* :(

My mama is cute…

HER: Eh. He’s in HK already lah. You wouldn’t have anyone else to sms. Why still so many sms-es one?!
ME: ;)

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I am not an attention-deficit-kid (well, if you can still consider me a kid). More like attention-OD-kid. I really dislike the way doctors look at me with so much cynicism. Well, at least I am being honest about my condition. Aren’t I making their job so much easier? :I To quote House: ‘everyone lies’. Almost everyone but me! I have nothing to hide… I just want to get better. But nooo… every single doctor looks at me like o.O and yes… my most dreaded question, that is inevitable every single bloody time I go to a new doctor…

Doc: Medical history?
Me: *looks at mother* You can start.
*after a looong time*
Doc: o.O

I can’t help it if my medical history sounds like an episode out of House…

And neither can I help it if every test result comes back normal….

But that doesn’t mean I don’t suffer.

So, aspiring doctors, take it from me. A person still experiences discomfort even though the test results come back normal. And don’t la give people the o.O look… damn dulan (pissing off, in a vulgar way) as the patient one lor seriously…

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I am so turned off yee sang. I am officially turned off yee sang.

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I have never felt so responsible for a person before. I have never felt so strong an urge to help someone (sincerely)--a willingness to do anything and everything within my range of capabilities.

I do care. I ACTUALLY care....

What has happened to me la :p

I guess I have changed. Somewhat.

.: rachelchinsue-li :.