A long time ago this guy from Singapore added me on MSN.

Usually I just delete people who I don't know but after talking to him for a while, I thought he seemed like an okay character, and so just kept him on.

From that short time I found out that his mom was a waitress or something along that line, and his dad left them cause he had another family. Honestly, Ive never ever met or talked to anyone with that lifestyle.

After a few months I deleted him off my list because of my no-strangers policy, but a few days ago he changed his email and imported all his contacts so he added me back again. So we got to talking and I found out that he had just finished his diploma in Aerospace Electronics.

I was like....woah...

(By the way, that name gives me chills and a headache cause it sounds so Physicy and I HATE Physics)

Anyway, hes genuinely a nice character. He goes to church, sings in his colleges choir (which enters competitions in KL), has a rounded life and good friends.

I suddenly realize that in some sick contorted way that I wouldn't mind living like him (minus that dad part). Hes not financially well-off but hes happy, and he still does his best, which is very good. And hes not some mentally disturbed person who blows up his parents divorce so much unlike some person that Rachel and I know.

I wouldn't mind living like him, but do I WANT to?

Sadly, my hearts still corrupted and materialistic, and so I don't. But seriously, I can just feel that hes living his life joyously without any petty disturbances and problems that we make for ourselves to make our dull lives interesting.

Seriously. I don't think he 'breaks up' with his friends or bites them behind their backs or gossips or cares about money. He just strives to make his life in the future more secure and at the same time enjoying it to the fullest.

Im so freaking jealous.