:)

i am happppyyyyyyy :)

am currently on a ryan cabrera craze after watching one of his video's on mtv just now. haha. and it's not ONLY because he's good looking.. i got over that phase a long long time ago. anyway, he's damn gemuk now. i preferred the skinny him. but anyway yup! am listening to all his cd's now... i just love the whole acoustic thingy :) i dont really like his famous singles... like true, on the way down, etc.. overplayed. the other songs on his cd are good though :)

Fall Baby Fall, Ryan Cabrera (excerpt.. cos the whole song is pretty long :p i always loop this song when it's Emo Day...)

I don't want to be the one
Just to love then lose
Let 'em fall baby fall
Just like the rain washes it all
If the tears will help you to heal
All that is real
All that is wrong
Let 'em fall baby fall

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i don't want to promise you forever.. because when forever ends, it's going to hurt you. and when you finally leave me, i still don't want to hurt you. neither do i want to promise you something that i cannot deliver.

one of those phrases that stuck to me ever since 2003 :) i know it reeks of corny-ness... but, its nie to have someone actually think of that. just remembered it out of the blue. hmm. oh well.. though it was kinda ugh when he said it back then... im glad he didnt promise me anything. cos, it would have hurt so much more. though the unspoken rule of break ups is 'when it ends, everything that came along with it ends'... but still.. it would suck to have something to hold against him.. er... if you get what i mean :p