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*dying voice* one more weeek.... just ONE MORE WEEK.... seven more days.... to ultimate freedom.. i can just hear the angels sing :)

lnat tomorrow, cambridge interview next friday.... then,

ITS OVER.

FOR REAL!!!!! hahahahahahaha! wheeeeeeeeeee!!!!

my first personal statement was written on the 4th of july... october 20th.... finale already man. i cant wait for it to be all over. four months of endless work and endless pressure... now, the work, i really don't mind. i am used to a lot of work. it's the pressure that kills. every single bloody day is like 'personal statement personal statement personal statement'.. so much effort to come up with the perfect personal statement that can sell, etc. and being the perfectionist i am, i keep pushing myself to the next level until the pressure is practically at boiling point. one personal statement written, then i pick on it, rewrite, repick, rewrite, repick... the last one is always never ever good enough. in total, approx 60 drafts were made before the final cut-60 for ucas, 60 for cambridge, prolly more for cambridge cos i really didnt know what to write anymore. total=120 personal statements. i laugh when i read my first ucas ps :p but actually... it isnt that bad la...

if personal pressure isn't bad enough, i was getting hit left right and centre to improve the statement. from parents, mabecs, friends, ppl from ivy leagues, CAROLINE (aiyo.. this laydee. if i make it big, i'll seriously come after her with a knife man...) at least the pressure eased up a bit after the submission of the forms.

so yup.... it's all coming to an enddddd :D i cant wait to get back to my a level subjects... a lvls is so much more easier to prepare for.

interview's at 10.25am... sunway college (dont know how the hell i ended up here. it's so unfair! everyone else i know is getting interviewed in HELP on THURSDAY). so unfair la dei! while u guys can go out for nice dinners on thursday, i have to work my ass off. i dont care! you guys are celebrating with me again on friday! :)

by 11am, 20th october 2006... it'll be all overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :) [i've said this about 5 times in this post already. just shows how desperate i am for it to pass :p]