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isnt it funny how people change?

You could be the greatest person alive. A mothers dream child. The most sensible, grounded, well brought up person that ever existed. A picture of near perfection. Hardworking, focused, intelligent, well-rounded. Nice. Happy.

And then you can meet a friend of a friend. Then you can become best friends. Then you, YOU, could actually be corrupted. Peer pressure at its maximum.

Unbelievable. I never ever in my wildest dreams thought that this could happen! Im just simply stunned. When you left a very short while ago, just a few months ago, you promised me you wouldnt change. Friends forever?

You always looked down on those kind of people. People you called silly. Misguided

Now your one of them. I dont know why but I am so mad at you. That you changed. That your going against all those fine principles you used to have. As far as I know, its not because your in a foreign land. Because, your parents gave you lee-way here, and let you do what you wanted to.

And so, theres only one real explanation isnt there. Peer Pressure. I cant believe Im saying those words, least of all to you.

What the hell happened? Your new best friend (thats another stab in the back) I can imagine. Hes fickle minded. He would do anything to ensure he 'fitted in'. And you know what sort of friends he attracts. I was one of them, but back then, things were innocent. Now, hes spinning out of control. And I guess, you think you have to do it as well. Hes dragging you along. How can you not see that?

Your not my best friend. I dont know what you are anymore! I feel like I dont want to know you, but then I know deep down inside your probably thinking 'What a fool I am! But I cant do anything!'

Yes you can. You can NOT BE LIKE HIM. You could stand up to what you believe in in life. I see you suffering, and I know you know I can.

Can 2 months really change a person??

And girls dont worry, its not you, its a guy

And guys, dont worry, its not you, hes not in Malaysia

And Cempakans, dont be paranoid, or perasan...

The person doesnt read my blog, but Im pretty sure his new best friend does. I think. I dont hate you. And if you think its you, email me to find out =)