waittinggg

Im waiting for an email.

As you may or may not know, I very very rarely send emails, as Im just too lazy to type out…an email…

Anyway,

I sent this email on the 13th, and I was really really hoping for a reply as soon as possible. Today, I still haven’t gotten that reply, and eventhough I don’t always think about it, its there in the back of my mind, a nagging doubt.

If I get a reply to this email, the outcome could go two ways. One way, is that Ill be really emod out and sad for a few hours/days and then Ill be back up on my feet and totally fine, with no more burden in my life. The other way, is that Ill be quite happy (read : estatic) and then Ill calm down, and Ill be happy for the rest of my life, and totally burdenless.

Both end in the same way, but the latter is a more, appeasing and more….wanted way for me…So im really hoping if the recepient of my email reads my blog, that youll just reply, no matter how short or long, and really really soon, cause I need this for my life, and hopefully it will be able to help you as well. If the former happens, I hope it comes from your heart, and that you wont regret your decision, because eventhough Ill always be around, Itll need tons of effort to make it okay again.

Please reply as soon as possible.

Do one last thing for me =)