i will not shrivel up and die

so tomorrows my chem unit 1 and 2 exams...

i have promised myself that even though i should, i will not shrivel up and die when i walk into the hall.

This is what in my mind is going to happen tomorrow

I walk into the hall. I place my bag with the multitudes of others all over the tables. I sit down at my desk (first row...grrrr). I check my handphone for any last minute messages, and place it on the floor next to me (i dunno why either - pockets fine right?). The invigilator places the paper on my desk. Everyone EAGERLY starts writing. I look at the back row (grrr again) at rachel...

do you realize the people who need to be at the back to copy are in the front row, and vice versae?

at rachel who will either give me a smile-which-says-wow-its-so-easy, or will be scribbling down her answers. I look to the left, Ruth Chia with the frown on her face will be reading brows-furrowed the questions. I turn behind, and that indian dude from my math class will be asking the invigilator what to put under the 'Initials' box. I look towards the middle of the hall, and ill spot a hazy vision of manpreet writing non-stop. If i really strain i can see seok mei at the other end of the hall practically laughing with joy. Then ill look down at my paper.

THEN ill shrivel up and die