met up with inez and foongtheng at 1u for their 'farewell', since i'll be leaving for bangkok this thursday, and one fella is leaving on friday, another fella sometimes next week... but, doubt i'll be able to see her again since college is starting.
and... i dun think i'll be seeing them again till december 07 cos when they come back, i would have left for the uk...... and i'll only be seeing them if i even come back to kl this christmas.......
it just hit me: i only have approx 6 more months left in malaysia :I ouch.
i am not prepared to leave almost everything behind. i am going to be uprooted. i'll have to step out of my comfort zone. and i am afraid... i have no idea how things are going to be like after june 07... i might have to say goodbye to the thing that matters most to me if things fall apart...
and i really really don't want to...
but i guess it is a risk that i have 'acknowledged' even before i started the whole thing...
someone's nickname reads... do you want to see the future with me?
okay, although it has absolutely nothing to do with me. but, in my case, yes, i do. but sometimes, words are not enough. if only it were that easy to just make a promise, and make it come true. verbally, i can promise you everything. however, i can't fulfill it alone.
i need you.
.: rachelchinsue-li :.
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