don't touch me.

It hasn’t been a good day today.

Woke up at 9, studied chem (bloody organic shit pissed me off like hell), went out to makan at 12, got quite pissed off in the car on the way back… not knowing why.

Got back round 2 (see la… I’ve an exam tomorrow and I go out to makan for 2 hours…my gawd…). Still in a pissy mood. Came back, tried to study chem, but was too tired so I ended up sitting there trying to squeeze but nothing went in until 4…

SO… I lay down on my bed at 4, trying to sleep. Cannot sleep. Why!? Guilty for not studying. But, at the same time, I was too tired to study. So I lay in bed, tried to sleep until 5.30. Couldn’t stand the guilt anymore, got up, mandi-ed, sat down. STUDY. And I was still in quite an ugh mood cos I was really really tired… and I know I am wasting my time sitting down to study if nothing can go in.

Gobbled down my dinner, studiedddddd… then at 9pm, WAS STILL IN A PISSY MOOD, went down to my piano and started banging till 10 something… my mama was like ‘why you play until so ganas today one… sounded nicer than usual la, but, I’ve never heard you slam the piano like that’… just about shows how pissed off I am today. One whole day of accumulated pissy-ness taken out on my poor piano. Sorry. I’ll make up to it by not playing it for one whole week so that its bruises can heal.

I switched off my phone for the most part of the day too… just… wanted…. Solitude :p no offence to anyone!

So NOWWWWWWWW… I am going to do my past year questions. AGAIN. Until… who knows. When I am really too damn tired to even care about anything else that’s going on around me.

And I am STILL in a pissed off mood. I feel like killing someone.

*roars*