:(

my cough still hasn't gone away yet. i am bummed :I

i changed my cough mixture a few days ago to one with a higher content of the effective-ingredient. it's sideeffects are much worse compared to the one before.

i don't know how people can get high on amphetamines... i feel so dead everytime after taking it. i don't feel like myself... okay, maybe this explains why i've been feeling so happy lately :p

but yeah.. i feel like i am floating (in a very sickly way), i just want to sleep, i just want to do nothing.

i am becoming boring because of the cough mixture. my god. it's affecting my brains, so i can't think of anything to say. which is why my sms-es/phone calls are like ' *dumb voice* uhh hhuhhh.... ' i really am not like that. i think. I DONT EVEN LAUGH ANYMOREEE.. er... rachelchin+laughter=peanut-butter-and-jelly. how depressing.

above all, my voice is very badly affected cos of the cough. my cough isn't showing any signs of going away, ive been coughing for over a month, apparently i am straining my voice box when i cough, hence 'hurting' it at the same time.

i sound like a katak, who doesnt laugh :(

*whines*

--i am going to use orange from now on. easier to differentiate between ruwan and i.