name obsession.

i get really freaked out when people call me by my full name... or finish up a sentence with my name at the end, ie 'so what do you think of that rachel?'

so formal for what la. i know my name sounds sweet and all.. but it's scary laaa :( and it's FIVE syllables! not tiring one meh.

it all started with kah yang two days ago... 'ok lah rachel.. good night rachel' out of the blue, he started using my name.

then my mock interview on saturday...

'so.. you're rachel chin sue-li...'

'so... do you think the accused should be convicted on the charge of attempted murder, rachelchinsue-li?'

'if a person were to take a gun and shoot a person, would you consider it as a crime of equal harm as compared to if a voodoo doll were used, rachelchinsue-li?'

god.. that woman jz kept saying my full name over and over again. seemed to me like every sentence was punctuated by rachelchinsue-li, said in quick succession.

oh and by the way, i screwed up my mock interview-big time. and in case you're wondering, it was about voodoo murder... something that i should APPARENTLY be very familliar with.

then last night, kahyang progressed from just rachel to surprise surprise, rachelchinsueli.
(for which i fired him for forgetting my HYPHEN)

then i went to college today, i see siewli... 'rachel chin sue-li! you're here!'

then jessica.. eh.. rachel chin... how was it...

then lan this evening... 'rachelchinsue-li is hereeeeeeee!!!'

................ joy.

i dont mind la... if its to call me or 'hi rachel'... but not in casual conversation, every single sentence. sniffles.